I want to start…But I suck at starting

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I want to start a business.

I always said this to myself.

I will start my business this year

I will start my business this month

I will start my business this week.

I will start my business next year

I will start my business next month

I will start my business next week

I will start my business when this happens

I will start my business when that happens

I am starting this year

I am starting this month

I am starting this week

It always been this or that

But the fact that I never started and that sucks

Even I did make a plan and do all the research

Even I visited the market and talked to the sellers

But never contacted them back,

I thought I wasn’t good enough and still I’m the same

I sucked at starting and I still am, and it kills me

and I hate it,

I took the first step then sucked at the second

Since it’s sucked I stop and then it’s become harder to take the sound step

I think I am taking the wrong first step or I don’t want to get out of my comfort zone. It’s all sucks

P.s: I don’t want to post this cause this truths haunts me but I want to take the next step so I am going to post it here on medium. I think this is the only platform where I don’t feel judge or judge myself before posting…

Have you guys experience the same?